secrets of daybreak

My Songs

I have written only a few songs, but I feel like songs are a large part of poetry

and prose. Therefore, i have included my songs for your enjoyment!

My Darkness


my soul hungers for a taste of light mistress of darkness blankets my night serching for the answers to a life that never ends i hope for once i wake up from this nightmares friend wake up my soul and open my eyes blindly i stumble across your lies hold my hand high and end my pain wake up my heart with your healing rain let water become my souls waking dust blow away my hearts resting rust clouds of understanding sufficate my mind let my wake up free from your side like oceans of rainfall i'll stay in your wake im walking in darkness of dreams you forsake let my mouth open wide to reveal my broken side wake up my life with your leaving bind i'm frozen in place with your 'saving grace' bound by your eyes and spilling lies two sides of story never compleate holes in my hearts skin i admit your defeat (EDIT) poar down your lies in someone else's eyes let them worhsip you life ends; i'm through i'm dieing in my sown up dreams mended toghter by what you mean staring blankly at my lifes age dieing inside your gillded cage

Keep Me Close

It’s so early this time

I can’t help but worry

It’s been so long since you’ve called last

Is there something you need from me?

I can’t come out to play

Maybe some other time, some other place

If that’s all you want from me

Isn’t there some where you need to be?

Why can’t you take a hint?

I said no, that’s all, that’s it

I don’t care if it’s for one night

Why can’t this feel right

For us?

(chorus)

Keep me close

Keep me safe

Bring back to life

The words I make

I’d rather die a thousand deaths

I’d rather breath a thousand breaths

Then to stay away from,

you

At least give me

The light of the moon

To carve my heart

in my skin for you

Close my eyes

Save the pain

I’m out of words

To save your day

Can’t hold me back

From a night that never ends

Can’t bring me down

Let me show you the way in

It’s almost dawn

I’m almost gone

But your lips still call

You say you’ll never fall

away

It seems all that I do

Is never enough to make it through

I’d rather die a thousand deaths

I’d rather breath a thousand breaths

Then to stay away from,

you

we can’t chose our wars

and we can’t sooth our sores

and I can’t stay away

when my heart tell’s me not to stray

I’ll just say those words

I’ll just tell you it’s worth

I Love you

Just tell me

I love you

Chains

(Chorus)

I’m breaking the chain

Finally free from blame

It’s sad the game you made

You’re losing your claim

I can’t see myself

I’m screaming for help

I’ve loosened your grip

It’s no longer my hell

I don’t see why

You tried so hard to control

When you knew in the end

It was all fool’s gold

But I guess that’s what it means

To forget what you lost

That way no one

Could see you turn and toss

The nightmares now plague you

The darkness is yours

You cover yourself up

You dress wounds and sores

I’m sorry I hurt you

But you hurt me first

You no longer bind me

You’re the blame you thirst

(End before chorus)

I tried to help you

I lavished my love

But you turned it down

You’ve slained my dove

Guess you’re on your own

Guess you’re lost

I reached my hand down

But you’d rather be gone

I’m letting go of you

You’ll never know what you lost

I’ve tried so hard not to

I couldn’t give what you sought

How could you look at me

With those burning eyes

And expect me to bow down

When the universe you rule

is mine!

In the middle of the crowd

I’m crying in the middle of the crowd

No one can hear me scream

I’m crying out with all of my heart

But no one seems to see me

(Chorus)

I’m bearing my soul

I’ve opened my wounds

I’m trying to find

The reason why

I’m screaming aloud

I’m losing my self

In the darkness of your light

I will never find

I will never find my sight

Just ignore me

Because that’s what you’ve done all along

Don’t act surprised

When my soul finally breaks down

If you touch me

I’ll die inside

Just because you think you can

Doesn’t mean anything to me

Frozen soul come to life

Bring back what you stole

Their bringing down the scythe

They’re killing me with their eyes

And it hurts

But you can’t see

And it kills

But you can’t breath

So selfish to think

I could crawl to you’

So I’ll just let you go

While I become new